You two boys have taught me more about love in just twelve short weeks than I have ever known. You have taught me a new and different love unlike any I have ever experienced. I don't think I have ever experienced such pure and unconditional love until you. We love our parents, we love our siblings, we love our spouses. But the love for your children is just so different. Unexplainable really.
I look at you both and think there isn't anything I wouldn't do for you; I want to give you nothing but the best. I look in your eyes and see your whole lives ahead of you and it is just so exciting. I have waited my whole life for this love. Last year, my heart began breaking thinking there was a chance I'd never experience this. There were moments where I felt pain and emptiness unlike any before.
November 19, 2013 at 1:38 and 1:39, in that first kiss I gave you, my heart was completely healed. I was happy again. I was whole again. My fear and pain forgotten completely in those minutes. You will never know the joy you have brought me and your daddy. You will never understand how deeply you are loved. Wiley and Ryan, you are my whole world and two of the sweetest Valentine's I have ever had.
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