Mother's Day

The past few years, Mother's Day has been such a difficult day for me to face. I wanted so badly to be apart of this day and feared it may never happen. Last year, I was halfway through our two week wait after IVF and knew I could be pregnant; I hoped and prayed it was my last Mother's Day that I was not a mother.

That may be why this post has been so delayed. I feel like this should be some big, powerful post. I have started writing this every day since Sunday, but just don't feel like I have the words powerful enough to express myself.

So I will just say this, I am so grateful and humbled to be given the gift of motherhood. You boys have enriched my life more than I could have ever imagined. You have brought so much joy into mine and your daddy's life. I am so thankful for you both. I adore you more than you'll ever know. Thank you for giving me a wonderful first Mother's Day.