Well, today my mom and I ventured out for two very critical and important endeavors.
The first, maybe more crucial part of our day: half-off cheesecake at The Cheesecake Factory. After working and setting up my classroom today, we met for a late lunch / early dinner / afternoon snack / call it what you will! It was such a nice afternoon, relaxing and chatting over some scrumptious food.
Afterwards, we headed to the mall to peek at some maternity clothes and just start getting some ideas. Good gracious was it overwhelming / exciting. So many things to think about: work clothes, lounge clothes, PJs, leggings, bras, nursing pads, nursing bras, underwear...the list goes on and on. I keep thinking, okay how much of this is really necessary? How long can I stretch (quite literally) my regular wardrobe until I have to cave into this maternity stuff.
So, for fun, I tried a couple outfits on. And even more fun was the bump I tried on too! To make sure everything's fitting just right, and to be able to envision yourself in these clothes with a real bump, there was a bump to wear in the dressing room. I still can't believe this is my life, but it was very exciting to see what I could look like in a few months!
We ended our day with a few adorable outfits and essentials from your Grandma to kick off my maternity wardrobe. (You'll quickly learn, she is way too good to everyone and is such a giver of everything - time, work, you name it, she would be willing to do it. She already loves you two so much. It is exciting to watch her start stepping into this new role in her life!)
It was a perfect day and some very nice, laid back time with my Momma Lou. I am lucky to have had such a wonderful role model in my life growing up. I hope one day you can say the same about me. She was a fabulous nurturer and I owe my tender heart to her. I love that I can say, that as I entered my adulthood chapter of life, our relationship began to shift to that of a close friendship. There aren't many who I would call very close friends and I love that she is one of them! I know you will love her too!
Monday, July 29, 2013
Sunday, July 28, 2013
Goodbye First Trimester, Hello Second!
A few weeks late, but that's okay...
Well little ones, I have survived the dreaded first trimester. As hard as I tried not to, I occasionally - I really was pretty good considering who I am - worried over you two this trimester (as I'm sure I will from now until the rest of your lives!). Each new symptom had me debating, "To google, or not to google." While I did find a lot of helpful answers there, I also found some things that could make one worry. My body is going through so many changes that many of the symptoms that could be warning signs are also considered normal parts of pregnancy, so it was difficult for me to tell the difference between these (and still is difficult for me).
Everyone told me how miserable the first trimester was going to be. And some people were kind enough to even tell me how much worse it would be for me since there were two of you and double the hormones (what lovely, calming advice I received!). And while it wasn't always a walk in the park, so far I have really enjoyed every bit of being pregnant. I know you two are my sweet miracles, so I don't take for granted the fact that this could be it for me. I may only have this one chance to enjoy pregnancy. So each new ache and pain, each trip to the bathroom (and trust me, they were...and continue to be...constant!), each need for a random nap, every uncomfortable side effect, I have welcomed for they remind me that I'm growing two precious gifts!
It's fun watching your daddy enjoy this pregnancy too! He has been busy building for you two and has worked non-stop. He would get home from work and head straight out to the garage until 7, 8, and sometimes even later building our bookshelves. As my bump has begun to grow, I can see him getting even more excited. He can't take his hands off of you two. Already he is constantly tickling and kissing the two of you! When I have asked him to leave me alone or stop kissing my stomach (terrible of me, I know, but I still have my hormonal - don't touch me - moments!) he always replies, "You can't tell me to stop loving my babies! I'm hugging and kissing them." So just know sweet babies, both of your parents already love you so very much! We cannot wait to meet you.
As I say goodbye to the first trimester, there are many things I'm looking forward to experiencing during the second trimester:
1. Feeling you move for the first time
2. Having Keal feel you move
3. Finding out if you are boys, girls, or one of each!
4. Seeing how my body and bump will continue to grow and change
5. Getting my energy back (which I already have begun to experience!)
6. Seeing if I will have any crazy cravings that last
Ah, I love being pregnant! And as much as I love this, I can't imagine how much more I am going to love being your momma. I pray you keep growing strong and healthy, sweet babies. I pray you stay right where you are for quite a bit longer. I pray God keeps me healthy so that I can keep you healthy! I know God has wonderful things in store for both of your lives and I can't wait to watch them unfold. I love you so much and am already proud to call myself your mom.
Well little ones, I have survived the dreaded first trimester. As hard as I tried not to, I occasionally - I really was pretty good considering who I am - worried over you two this trimester (as I'm sure I will from now until the rest of your lives!). Each new symptom had me debating, "To google, or not to google." While I did find a lot of helpful answers there, I also found some things that could make one worry. My body is going through so many changes that many of the symptoms that could be warning signs are also considered normal parts of pregnancy, so it was difficult for me to tell the difference between these (and still is difficult for me).
Everyone told me how miserable the first trimester was going to be. And some people were kind enough to even tell me how much worse it would be for me since there were two of you and double the hormones (what lovely, calming advice I received!). And while it wasn't always a walk in the park, so far I have really enjoyed every bit of being pregnant. I know you two are my sweet miracles, so I don't take for granted the fact that this could be it for me. I may only have this one chance to enjoy pregnancy. So each new ache and pain, each trip to the bathroom (and trust me, they were...and continue to be...constant!), each need for a random nap, every uncomfortable side effect, I have welcomed for they remind me that I'm growing two precious gifts!
It's fun watching your daddy enjoy this pregnancy too! He has been busy building for you two and has worked non-stop. He would get home from work and head straight out to the garage until 7, 8, and sometimes even later building our bookshelves. As my bump has begun to grow, I can see him getting even more excited. He can't take his hands off of you two. Already he is constantly tickling and kissing the two of you! When I have asked him to leave me alone or stop kissing my stomach (terrible of me, I know, but I still have my hormonal - don't touch me - moments!) he always replies, "You can't tell me to stop loving my babies! I'm hugging and kissing them." So just know sweet babies, both of your parents already love you so very much! We cannot wait to meet you.
As I say goodbye to the first trimester, there are many things I'm looking forward to experiencing during the second trimester:
1. Feeling you move for the first time
2. Having Keal feel you move
3. Finding out if you are boys, girls, or one of each!
4. Seeing how my body and bump will continue to grow and change
5. Getting my energy back (which I already have begun to experience!)
6. Seeing if I will have any crazy cravings that last
Ah, I love being pregnant! And as much as I love this, I can't imagine how much more I am going to love being your momma. I pray you keep growing strong and healthy, sweet babies. I pray you stay right where you are for quite a bit longer. I pray God keeps me healthy so that I can keep you healthy! I know God has wonderful things in store for both of your lives and I can't wait to watch them unfold. I love you so much and am already proud to call myself your mom.
Monday, July 22, 2013
Blessed
Today was a day I had been dreading since we found out in November that our first try at IUI did not work. Today would have been your due date had it worked. I had anticipated being a puddle of emotional mess today.
Instead, I find myself in a state of rejoicing. Today, I find myself blessed and grateful for God's more perfect plan than my own. Today, I find myself in a state of perfect peace, trusting God's plan completely.
Back in November, a week before we found out if we were pregnant or not, I was asked to take a large role in our church camp. I had to turn down the role because I thought I would be pregnant and a week away from delivering. I wouldn't be able to attend campout this year if I was pregnant (as I thought I would be).
Today, I rejoice in the fact that I turned that role down.
Today, I rejoice in the fact that the IUI attempt did not work.
Instead, I was able to attend campout with Keal, focused not on the stress of the role I would've held, but instead focused on our own personal walks with Christ. Had I been pregnant from the IUI attempt, Keal would've been home with me, not now baptized.
It is amazing the way God works. In the swirl of our own pain, we sometimes question God's plan or doubt that He is with us. Back in November, I could not understand why God had not answered our prayers. Back in November, I felt so alone. It's amazing how hind sight is always 20/20! God never left us; He never ignored our prayers. Instead, he was whispering that he had a more perfect plan for us in store.
Today, is far from a day of sadness or pain for me. Today, I know that this was not meant to be your due date for a bigger purpose. Today, I celebrate Keal's baptism. Today, I celebrate you all, the two precious lives growing inside of me as I type. Today, I celebrate my growing family and how blessed we are. Today, I celebrate the fact that it is not your due date. Today, I celebrate my living God who has never lost sight of us and is shaping us into His perfect plan. Today, is a beautiful, blessed day!
I have been blessed
And I feel like I've found my way
I thank God for all I've been given
At the end of every day
I have been blessed
With so much more than I deserve
To be here with the ones
That love me
To love them so much it hurts
I have been blessed
Instead, I find myself in a state of rejoicing. Today, I find myself blessed and grateful for God's more perfect plan than my own. Today, I find myself in a state of perfect peace, trusting God's plan completely.
Back in November, a week before we found out if we were pregnant or not, I was asked to take a large role in our church camp. I had to turn down the role because I thought I would be pregnant and a week away from delivering. I wouldn't be able to attend campout this year if I was pregnant (as I thought I would be).
Today, I rejoice in the fact that I turned that role down.
Today, I rejoice in the fact that the IUI attempt did not work.
Instead, I was able to attend campout with Keal, focused not on the stress of the role I would've held, but instead focused on our own personal walks with Christ. Had I been pregnant from the IUI attempt, Keal would've been home with me, not now baptized.
It is amazing the way God works. In the swirl of our own pain, we sometimes question God's plan or doubt that He is with us. Back in November, I could not understand why God had not answered our prayers. Back in November, I felt so alone. It's amazing how hind sight is always 20/20! God never left us; He never ignored our prayers. Instead, he was whispering that he had a more perfect plan for us in store.
Today, is far from a day of sadness or pain for me. Today, I know that this was not meant to be your due date for a bigger purpose. Today, I celebrate Keal's baptism. Today, I celebrate you all, the two precious lives growing inside of me as I type. Today, I celebrate my growing family and how blessed we are. Today, I celebrate the fact that it is not your due date. Today, I celebrate my living God who has never lost sight of us and is shaping us into His perfect plan. Today, is a beautiful, blessed day!
I have been blessed
And I feel like I've found my way
I thank God for all I've been given
At the end of every day
I have been blessed
With so much more than I deserve
To be here with the ones
That love me
To love them so much it hurts
I have been blessed
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Saturday, July 20, 2013
Things I Got From Church Camp: Amended
Five minutes after my first campout post, my life forever changed for the better...
There have been a few days in my lifetime that I would say have been monumental, life-changing days.
Flash forward to this week at campout...
There have been a few days in my lifetime that I would say have been monumental, life-changing days.
- July 9, 2000: The day I asked for & was baptized in The Church of Jesus Christ
- October 13, 2007: The day Keal proposed to me
- June 27, 2009: The day I got married
- May 19, 2013: The day we found out our prayers had been answered and you were on your way!
Today, I add July 18, 2013 to that list.
Preface:
In the beginning of our journey, I asked God why this was happening and why our road was more challenging than others. Along the way, I have felt like I was given many answers, but one of my biggest feelings was that our journey to you all would lead to Keal's conversion and baptism. So when we found out we were pregnant, I began hopefully waiting for Keal to make his commitment. I had really been pouring my heart out to God the past few weeks leading up to campout, begging Him to help Keal feel His touch and power at campout.
Flash forward to this week at campout...
Things
I was hoping for: intense seminars that would shake Keal, powerful
sermons to stir his soul, and him to open up and ask for his baptism.
The
first three days of seminars were not what I was expecting and I was
somewhat disappointed. Here we were, Keal's first campout, and I feared
he was not enjoying it. However, the first three night meetings were
filled with powerful sermons. I tried not to look at Keal during these
meetings; I didn't want him to feel me watching him or him to feel any
pressure. But as I listened to these sermons, I thought, Surely this is it. He is going to ask tonight.
Nothing.
Then,
Wednesday night we headed to the river for one of Oldham County's own
to be baptized. It was a beautiful night, watching this
not-so-little-girl anymore, who I knew when she was just a baby, walk
into the waters to be baptized. (Side note: she is SO excited to meet
and babysit both of you, just like your momma babysat her!) After she
got baptized, her little sister (who I knew before she was even born!)
also asked to be baptized. It was beautiful.
During
this moment, Keal was standing behind me. He had one hand on my
shoulder, holding my hand, and the other hand on my belly, holding you
two. With our heads bowed, standing at the river, we listened to the
prayers of the confirmations being given. As the ministers prayed, I too
offered my own silent prayer, hoping Keal would too join my sweet girls
in the water.
As
the prayers ended, we began walking away from the shore to find another
young boy contemplating baptism. Keal quietly made the comment to me,
"Come on. Either you know if you want to get baptized or not. What's to
think about?" With that statement I knew he would not be asking that
night. I didn't lose hope; I knew one day he would be baptized, but I
did think that perhaps this just wasn't going to be his year. My prayers
began to shift, I was now praying that Keal at least enjoyed himself
enough to come back next year.
Thursday
morning, the last day, we headed to a different seminar for our final
wrap-up. It was a fabulous morning at our "Proclamation Party!" We
played ridiculous games and ice breakers and did some singing, all
followed by some small break out discussions - proclaiming what Christ
had done in our lives and in our week at campout. I watched as Keal
seemed to be having a nice chat with one of my oldest and closest
friend's husband. I so badly wanted to listen in, thinking this is it,
this is his last chance! But still, nothing. It had been such a blessing
to me and a wonderful seminar, but still Keal didn't seem to be
budging.
Later
that night, we had our final night meeting. Each year, Thursday's night
meeting is less preachy and more of a weekly wrap-up. The choirs sing,
the kids perform, testimonies are given, and camp is brought to a close.
It's never a really spiritual meeting. I had no expectations for this meeting. Afterwards, we'd be going back to the river for more baptisms. I
had already decided that I wasn't going. My pregnant body was sore and
tired. I didn't think I was up for the long, hot walk again.
During
the meeting, a friend texted me about how long and boring the meeting
seemed to be going on. At that moment, Keal got up to leave. I thought
he must have agreed with my friend! My mom tried to get my attention and
whispered, "You need to follow him. I think he's going to ask for his
baptism!"
I was so confused, "Didn't he just go to the bathroom?"
She
just repeated herself, "You need to follow him...he took Dad with him."
At that moment I realized my dad was gone too. I stood up and leaned
over the balcony. There, standing in the hallway, was my dad and Keal in
a tight embrace, tears streaming down their faces.
You'd
think I'd learn by now that God always has the perfect plan already
figured out. Here I was praying for a great sermon or seminar to shake
Keal's soul. Here I was doubting God's power, thinking it couldn't
happen because the big / powerful meetings were over. Here I was
thinking I had it all figured. God must get such a chuckle out of me.
It
wasn't any great sermon. It wasn't any great seminar. It wasn't any
man's words. It was all God! It was God's spirit pounding in Keal's
chest, calling Him to a new walk. It was pure perfection!
What
an incredible week we had at campout! I am so excited to add July 18,
2013 to my list of life-changing dates. I am so blessed and thankful
that Keal has decided to live a life for Christ. We have always had a
special and wonderful marriage, but I am so excited to see where it will
go now that we are both so fully committed to Christ. I am so grateful
that we will bring you, our sweet miracles, into a home centered
completely on Christ.
| "Do you promise to serve God to the best of your ability all the days of your life?" |
| Taking in all those at the water to support him |
| "Having the authority of Jesus Christ..." |
| Greeting our new Brother in Christ! |
| Being confirmed with the Holy Ghost |
| Some of the Oldham County Mission and our new converts! |
Thursday, July 18, 2013
Things I Got From Church Camp
1.) Rejuvenatated
2.) Uplifted
3.) Great time to catch up with dear friends and family
4.) To introduce Keal to campout and even more of my extended church family
5.) Lots of belly rubs, congratulations, well wishes, & prayers for you two
And last but not least....I grew a true bump this week!
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