Wednesday, September 5, 2012

A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes

One thing I hope to pass on to you is my love for Disney movies! Here are some great lyrics for you from a classic (Cinderella):

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

These lyrics must be true...my heart is definitely wishing for you. And last night I dreamt of you again! I've always been a dreamer and loved everything about dreaming. I can remember at least one every morning, but I must say, when I dream of you, they are simply....perfect.

This is only the second dream I have had of you. I've had dreams of pregnancy, starting a family, and this journey to you. But only two dreams of you. These dreams are always so short, but they are so powerful and inspiring. 

Last night, I dreamt that someone else was holding you and you were crying. I came over, swaddled you tightly in a blanket, and scooped you into my arms. You instantly knew my touch. As soon as I picked you up the crying stopped and you snuggled into my chest. You closed your eyes and smiled, as I hugged and rocked you. You were perfect. Just perfect. As I type these words, I can still feel myself holding you.

And that was it. That was my dream. Just a blip in the night. But oh, my sweet one, it was so much more than that. I will hold on to this memory. I will cherish that moment in my dream when I held you and comforted you. This memory will get me through until I can actually hold you in my arms. It probably sounds so unbelievable and strange to others to say I love you, when you don't even exist yet. But know, you already so loved. You are our miracle and we are so ready to welcome you into our family!

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