Help Me Find It...

So tomorrow begins part two of this journey and already things could be going unlike how we planned. Should this surprise me? No - nothing in this journey has gone the way we have thought. So this should be nothing new. But, for pete's sake, not even my first appointment, only to learn we may not be able to start treatments tomorrow. When I first heard this, there wasn't as much disappointment as I probably would've had four months ago, but I also haven't given up hope on this month yet either.

I am learning to trust God and His timing more completely than I used to. As I was driving home tonight, praying to God for strength as our journey starts back up again, I heard a beautiful song, "Help Me Find It." It was a song about giving it all to God. It was a song about letting go. It was a song all about trust. I know whatever news we get tomorrow, it is the news God has planned for us. There is still a hope that tomorrow we get the okay to move forward with this month. And if not, I will trust God to help me find whatever His will.

Whatever your will...help us find it