Alone

Today I'm feeling very alone in this journey to you. No one understands what this is like. No one can feel what I'm feeling and no one else feels these things either. No one knows the pain I have with the uncertainty of how long this journey will take. I can talk to others, but sometimes that just makes me angrier because they don't react the way I think they should react. I want to talk about this journey to people, but I want them to feel my pain too. So when they don't or when they try to offer words of advice, it makes me more angry and annoyed. I want them crying along with me. I just don't want to feel quite so alone anymore. It's just unlike any situation any of us have gone through. But I guess this is my journey to face alone.