The Good vs The Ugly

I am trying so hard to remain positive. I really am. But there are so many physical factors that are trying to bring me down. 

Reasons why I should be discouraged:

1. Cramps are now so bad, I can hardly even walk. Good thing my job doesn't require that. Oh that's right, I do nothing but stand & walk all day. 

2. Nausea. Nausea. Nausea. Enough said. 

3. Headaches and hot flashes!

4. Even though these are common early signs of pregnancy, they are also just terrible side effects from these silly drugs. So I can't even get excited for these effects yet. But don't worry, once we hear we are pregnant, I will take these awful side effects on with a smile! Till then....I may mumble just a bit!

Reasons why I should stay positive:

1. I could already be carrying my first child

2. I have God on my side

3. Only 11 more days of school - push through the pain until then! Then I can be sick and miserable all summer long, if need be!

The waiting really hasn't been as torturous as I anticipated. I think because I am so faithful this time around. I really have given it all to God at this point. Today marks one week since our transfer. We almost have our answer, Little One. I just keep picturing your sweet face from my dream - that's all the hope I need ❤