Change of Plans

Well, we didn't get the news we had hoped for at last Tuesday's appointment, but I also felt a peace in the appointment. Things did not work at all, so once again IUI was called off. I strangely left feeling comfortable with this news. I felt God with us; trusting His perfect plan, trying to perfect my patience.

We left with the following game plan: try shots and femara again, but a lower dose of the injection. I was comfortable with this plan and grateful to dodge IVF again.

Well, just one week later, this plan had to be scraped too. I was first very devastated to put another month on hold. But as always, God showed He has His hand in every step of this journey to you.

We are not doing shots yet because the doctors are out of the office for the next two weeks. So, we are trying one more month of straight pills. I am thankful for this change of plans because I feel like this will eliminate the "what ifs." If this month does not work, I will trust completely that pills alone aren't for us.

But more importantly, I am grateful for this extra month because this is another opportunity for God's hand to be moved. I had thought September was the last chance at our miracle. How silly to limit God! Slowly but surely I am learning to have perfect patience. I am learning that when we don't always get the news we are hoping for that this is just another chance for God to work His miracle. And until He is ready to work this miracle in our lives, we will continue to trust His plan and know in faith believing that you will soon be apart of our lives.