Here's hoping this is the last one...

Today I head in for yet another check up. I have been trying to fight off the anger all weekend, but I think it is my defense mechanism. I know going into this appointment we could be told it worked too well. We could be told this just isn't going to work for us and IVF is the only route to go. So, in order to survive, I seem to get angry right before these nerve-racking appointments. I think it's my way of dealing with the disappointment before I am disappointed.

I know we will be parents some day. I know God is working this miracle in our lives. It's just been such a long, up-and-down journey to get there.

Here's hoping today was the last folistim shot!