Right Beside You

Another day, another appointment. I'm trying to stay level-headed today. There is no chance of good or bad news today, just being told how many days to do the shots; when my next appointment is; and more blood work, more ultrasounds. A typical, in-between days appointment. I am still trying to stay hopeful and faithful, that these mundane appointments will eventually lead to that fabulous appointment when we hear you are on your way.

This has been somewhat of a challenging week for me. Three days after finding out we weren't pregnant, I was already starting another round of pills and medications. It just seemed to be going too fast. I felt like I was spinning out of control. There was too much to process all at once. I heard this song:

When the world is on your back
And you think that you will never last
When you're lonely and you are confused
I'll be right beside you
When the walls are closing in
And you think you'd rather sink than swim
When there's nothing left for you to lose
I'll be right beside you

I know that as I feel like the walls are closing in this week, that God is right beside me. I know He is holding our hand through this journey and I trust His plan completely.

I go into this appointment trusting Him and knowing that when the time is right, He will work this miracle.

Today's bracelet for my appointment ~ I believe completely!