So along with hot baths and free cappuccino, I am thankful for an incredible support system. Yesterday and today made me realize how loved we are and what wonderful people I have in my life.
In order to go to the doctor yesterday to have blood drawn, I had to drop everything right away. I had to leave school with no sub and no coverage for my class. A member on my team said, "Go this is more important," and she covered my class for me. She picked them up for me, she took them outside, and she took them to recess. I am so fortunate to work at such a wonderful school. We all get along and we all truly support and care for each other's needs.
I'm thankful for my boss for constantly checking in on me yesterday, peeking her head in my classroom, letting me use her office when I needed to cry, and then texting me throughout the night making sure I was okay. She checked on me first thing this morning and let me know that she was there for me if I need anything at all.
I am thankful for a very dear friend, peeking her head in my classroom today. I could tell she had been avoiding me and wasn't quite sure what to say. She looked truly choked up when she whispered, "Don't give up. It'll happen." I was so grateful for her simple, kind words and the sincerity of her heart.
And most importantly, I am thankful for my incredible family. I have received countless texts, voice mails, and phone calls from them all checking on me making sure I'm doing okay. I have received silly soundbites and Christmas carols to pick me up. I have been able to cry with them when needed and they've been able to offer me comforting words when I needed to listen. I'm so thankful for my sweet husband for comforting and hugging me last night and for just being there for me. I am thankful for the caring card he gave, and beautiful words he wrote:
"Your strength may surprise you. You've been through so much lately, and I know it has taken a lot out you...At times, it must seem like things will never be normal again. But I know that you'll handle it, because you're one of the strongest, most resilient people I've ever known. And anytime in the days and weeks ahead that you need someone to remind you just how wonderful you are, I'm here."
Court,
I am sorry things did not go as planned today. (Since when have they on this adventure.) Please keep your strength and hopefulness and one day soon, before you even know it, our little guy / girl will be here. And we are going to be the best parents ever!
I have seen you overcome so many fears and pains. You definitely have champed the needle thing...I have no doubt you can do it again and again if necessary. You are going to be such a wonderful mother that I know God will not deny you the opportunity. Please know that I love you so much and can not imagine my life without you. You are my one true love, my best friend, and companion.
Yesterday was a difficult day, there's no denying that. The days ahead of us will be difficult too. But there is no denying that I have a very blessed life. I have family and friends that love me, I have a wonderful job, and I have the grace of God to get me through each day. You will learn someday too, sweet one, that even in our heartache, there is always something to be thankful for.
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